This Sucks

You know what I really want to do?

I want to cry.

But you know what I'm actually doing?

I'm laughing.

I'm laughing because I'm thinking about you and how you always make me laugh.

But I need to cry now and I can't.

This sucks.

Impulses

Is it okay to do the wrong thing when it feels so right?

Is it okay to let go and fall without worrying about who's there to catch you?

I want to.

I just want to live and love and dance.

I just want to let go now.